Saturday, February 12, 2005
ever felt so irritated n frustrated but u jus cant voice it out? or cant do anythng abt it?
ever had to appear jolly n as if all was well when in fact nothing's right at all?
ever had to smile n chat happily with someone whom u wish u cld give a kick in the butt plUS 2 tight slaps?--hypocritical, i noe.. but tt's jus the way some things r.. n if u're still living in a fantasy world where everyone shld not n shld try not to do tt.. u shld wake up soon.. on ur own... rather than being slapped into reAliTy by someone else.....
ever felt so hopeless n dejected abt evrythng ard u cos wat u're facing evryday proves exactly watever u're scared n worried abt?
ever been forced to face a scumbag n bitch almost evryday?
ever thot tt it wld become better but it never did?
ever been stuck doing smthng tt makes u feel more n more disgusted with homosapiens... which, of cos, includes urself?
ever felt so i-dunno-wat tt u end up sitting on the toilet bowl for 10mins jus staring into space n feeling thankful after tt for tt little peace n quiet?
oh well.....................
Sunday, February 06, 2005
counting down......
10 more weeks.......
10 more weeks before i can regain my freedom....
cant wait.